Fallen Phoenix, Limited Cycle

Force divided by mass is the acceleration
I laugh to myself wondering how fast i'm falling
my eyes shutting, giving the false sense of never seeing
never waking, I never left this nightmarish hell. Trully though this would wake me up, I was never supposed to be here.

All i knew was before, why i was here in the first place,
this abrupt turn of events, my Escape
I yearned to be here for so much that i loathed every bit of it.

"Out, never return"

They said a pinch or even trying to sleep would work,
I'm missing a few teeth and have a few scars.
Pinches...what a lie, sleep what a lie
All of us trapped here, to burn through each trial.

"I went through it all! I gave you what you want!"

Let me go...let it go, just give up
I'd rather be awake and dying instead of this damn comatose hell.
Onwards towards "death"

I should have never taken what life i had for granted,
I wished I would have been loved,
Embers,,,just burning in my head, fading to Ashes

Contemplate, Calculate the next steps, at the throat of eternum.

(3 of 3 of the The Ember Nightmare, another old pic)